letter to You

Letter to you....

You don't have to be alone...

call me and I'll answer my moon phone..

and grab a ladder and climb to you in the skies

where you belong--up up very very highyour

alone cuz you hang by mars-

your alone cuz only few are stars--
you shine high night and day

you may be alone but at least your light keeps us safe

you are lonely because you are unique

I mean I've never seen anyone like this Irene
(:thats a good thing:)

So Miss(?) the Lonely Star-

-I'm the moon whom lives very far--

I revolve around every's life

and I only shine if the day is night-

Sometimes things can get lonely for me too

who knows, maybe I can be lonely with you

Pearl Ocean love

It’s all high ocean waves from here…

The moment I say goodbye…

 Makes way for a new cheer

At this moment I own my surprise…

Done without fondness

Or permissive drugs

I’m being honest

There’s no miss-shift love

Just a goodbye with a friendly wave...and yes, it't the same wave that took me away..

Rebounds Vs Han Solo

Life in general has been really off the wall crazy for me. To get into a deeper perceptive of my craziness- losing 35 lbs in five months and finally being able to see what little four pack I have. This year has been really life changing for me too for many reasons; one- I've finally decided what my career of choice is ( no matter what the expenses are), two I walked away from a 3 yr relationship that was on and off (this was 4 months ago), and finally because of my number two reason my number three reason is I don't feel like I can get into another relationship anytime soon. I almost feel like I would be doing it to conquer any anguish or guilty feelings I have. I think I should suffer a little more and continue to suffer until that suffering dissipates on its own. Lately, that feeling has been going away and I’m feeling confident that no matter what- I won’t need a rebound. I can really do this on my own. And I know they say “it takes one love to get over another”- but I think that’s just a desperate move and a short cut to fight what it is your really feeling. & What about having ethics? Would this be fair to your new partner? To date someone because your not strong enough to move forward on your own? I mean to find interest in that person because you feel it’s the only way to get over your past lover? Not for this guy; in pursuit of happiness by my means- myself :).