Life in general has been really off the wall crazy for me. To get into a deeper perceptive of my craziness- losing 35 lbs in five months and finally being able to see what little four pack I have. This year has been really life changing for me too for many reasons; one- I've finally decided what my career of choice is ( no matter what the expenses are), two I walked away from a 3 yr relationship that was on and off (this was 4 months ago), and finally because of my number two reason my number three reason is I don't feel like I can get into another relationship anytime soon. I almost feel like I would be doing it to conquer any anguish or guilty feelings I have. I think I should suffer a little more and continue to suffer until that suffering dissipates on its own. Lately, that feeling has been going away and I’m feeling confident that no matter what- I won’t need a rebound. I can really do this on my own. And I know they say “it takes one love to get over another”- but I think that’s just a desperate move and a short cut to fight what it is your really feeling. & What about having ethics? Would this be fair to your new partner? To date someone because your not strong enough to move forward on your own? I mean to find interest in that person because you feel it’s the only way to get over your past lover? Not for this guy; in pursuit of happiness by my means- myself :).
